I remember the first day,
We laid eyes on eachother,
You made me feel so special,
Like I had an Angel holding me who wouldn’t let go,
Like my heart,
The one you had from the start,
Something you won’t take apart,
You like a spark,
You always seem to lighten up my days,
Everytime you smile,
I know happiness is coming my way,
I always wonder where you are,
But then I come to realize the only place is my heart,
Which will never part,
Since you’ve made your mark,
If I could I’d give you the world,
Cause the feelings for you are so true,
Caress my life with your heart, mind and soul,
Promise me you will never let go,
I;m just letting you know this now,
That no matter what I am yours forever,
Even when God tares us apart,
Its One love,
With One Life,
We’ve been waiting for this for so long,
Understand I wanna be with you baby,
Cause when I look at you,
You drive my mind crazy,
I want you to make me your beloved wife,
Your the sweetest man I can’t believe I got you,
Your strong and someone my kids will look up too,
We can take on the world with our love,
No matter what we can’t give up,
Cause I can say the word ‘Love’ ,
But it’s not enough,
U see,
You and Me can go over the land,
Cause I am the luckiest girl,
When I am holding your hand,
Again,
just letting you know I love you . .

Hello everyone

I haven’t been online in a long while.
Just been here and there.

I’ve been going to the states alot, and Wonderland. You know the usuall. I haven’t been drinking alot like I used too lol..
Well, last weekend, Me, Jorge & brandi drove up to the states, and spent the whole day & night there, shopping it was wiicked.
Then we bought two 60’s for 38bucks American, isn’t that INSANE?
Considering a 60 here in Canada costs about $50.00. It was a sweet deal.
Well when we arrived back to Jorges place, we sure got hammered. lol

Then this week sucked, the weather was either cold or raining. I hate when winter and fall comes… takes over everything … lol
This weekend was crazy. I can’t believe it’s Sunday night already, when I woke up this morning I thought it was Saturday lol.

Well yesturday we had my whole mom’s side of the family over my place, and it was packed. But my house is big so we all can fit here comfortablely
Everyone made it here except for my cousin Mike and his gf, other then that his daughter was here which made me happy, I love her!!..

My mother and I worked all day to make this day good, I spent 5 hours cleaning the house, changing bed sheets, setting tables, doing laundry, did the vacuum from top to bottom… fed Mindy, bathed Mindy. I was super women.
My feet were hurting by 5:30pm..
helped my mother with the food, and alll the desserts, then waited for the guests.
When they call came, I was starving !! lol

You know seeing all that food all day, makes me hungry… lol
Over all, it was a amazing night, I got completly hammered.
It was just shot after shot… lol.. yes I am a rock star!!
then drove down to Jorge and Brandi’s place and got REALLY PLASTERED!
&& the funny thing was we tried to play The Game Of Life, and we never finished, we NEVER do lol..

we were up till 4am. . .
&& when morning came, I had the biggest hang over ever… and usually I never feel like the way I did… I guess I just drank wayy to much.. oh well I had a blast neways :):)
meanwhile, Lindsey was RIGHT passed outt.. lol

Hey everyone!!
Hope you all are having a good weekend!
Hope all is safe! lol…

My weekend was pretty wicked!
Friday Night, I went up to Brandi’s Mothers house, out in Ancaster. With Jorge and Brechelle. The weather was amazing. and we took a nice dive out in the pool.
I actually got a nce tan lol . . everyone was shocked because we were only in the pool for about 30mins. It was a beautiful day!

Saturday, My cousin Elvis & Lisa had a Family BBQ, so we had my mothers whole side of the family there. I didn’t really want to go. But I ended up anyway, since the weather in Wasaga wasn’t as good. I had a few drinks with my cousins and my father. lol.We didnt end up leaving till about 1:30am. . lol . .
I was kinda tired when I got in. So where did you think I went? Bed. Lol..!!
Then at 11AM. . My brother (Jorge) calls home and invites me to Brandi’s Moms house. I was indeed excited, cause we could go swimming :). . .We had such a great night I could tell you that!! LOL!!
We all took some random pictures, was really priceless. I will definitly pop them up here for all to see. . .Hehe!

W were all hammered. Sitting outside with this bonfire burning, and then all decided to go for a swim. The water was extremly cold, because the temp dropped cause it started to rain outside (which sucked). Then we got out, then I ate my first ‘Smoore!’ mmm they were soo good!! Melted marshmellow with melted cadbury chocolate bar! Tell me that doesn’t seem really good lol. . .Brandi & Jorge decided to drink more, and I just had a shot of Vodka with brechelle. Yes I am a PARtIEr!!. . I love It!!. .
Anywho, we then decided to go SKINNY DIPPING in the pool at about 2:30am lol.. . The water was FREEZING!! . . .I swear my nipples were so hard and so cold! lol. . . We swam till 3am. Then dried off, and sat infront of the Bonfire again. . . and ate some more smoores, trust me they are so good & so addicting!!.. .they are evil!!(as Jorge says) LoL. .
then it started to rain really hard, so packed everything inside, and basically got ready for bed, it is now 3:43AM. Just about getting ready to all pass out. Every one is REALLY hammered out of their FACE!. . They even stutterin their words, and Bre is just staring at Jorges Laptop.. lol. . . we are all in our little worlds lmao!. . .

My tummy is starting to twirl. I think the smoore’s are kicking in!. . Hit the bathroom in a couple hours lol!!. . . Get wait for morning, going to wake up, go for a swim, and then breakfast :). .

Good Night everyone!
I think I am going to hit the sack,
Bre, Me, & Jorge, are the only ones up.
It’s 3:50. I Believe I’m going to go.
I’ll write tomorrow!!

Ciao!!
(kisses)!

hey everyone!

Hows ur summer? My summer has been great :). . Just been going to wonderland and parties lol..
I wish i could go on vacation :):) would be quite awesome . . .
Summer is full of strange things, we all do things we don’t remember when we are drunk and so on. 

Well, I am pretty sure, I have went by a few of those! . . lol. .
Somethings you just think will never happen or come out, and boom all of a sudden things pour out. .
I finally got the chance, to take a little time to type in a blog.
Right now, I’m at my brothers place, watching couple movies and having some drinks ;). .
Don’t feel like partyin out tonight. . . chillin inside with a couple movies, and music blarring is darn good lol . .maybe clubs next week! lol
I miss someone dearly, and I wish i could be with them right now!. .
I love who he is, and I love the person I am with him around me. . .
I thank god I found a man like him, who will always be there for me whenever I need him!
only if he knew . .. .

I  don’t know if some of you might know. . but Akon is my IDOL. . out of all celebs.
To me his lyrics reminds me of everyday living, and what he went through, is a but what I did too. This is one of his newer songs, and the lyrics are strong. . and they are TRUE. . Check it out. . leave your opinions on the song, I’d like to read it :).<br>

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that
I’ve done things that haven’t occurred yet
and things that they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know

That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my sons
I’m sorry for the fact that I’m not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there

Because I’m in the streets like everyday
I’m sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I’m so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there’s some problems
And I’m not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can’t apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I’m sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
I’m sorry that you had to go and sell those bags
Just trying to stay busy until you heard from dad

When you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn’t agree

He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief

I’m sorry that I grew up way to fast
I wish I would of listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry that your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the feds came and took me away

I understand that there’s some problems
And I’m not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can’t apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I’m sorry that it took so long to see
But they were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani

I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
And for the embarrassment that she felt
She’s just a little young girl trying to have fun
But daddy should of never let her out that young

I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say

Why doesn’t anybody want to take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame

Even though the blame’s on you
Even though the blame’s on you
Even though the blame’s on you
I’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me

And you can put that blame on me

And you can put that blame on me

Shh, stay calm and listen,
They will come to you
Just sit down in my room
& close your eyes for a few
The warmth around you is a sign of comfort
A feeling of love not to harm you
I hear them all the time
Just not strong enough to make it out
They watch me day and night
I’m never out of their sight
They talk to me like everything is normal
People just think I’m crazy
But to me they are real
I can sense them and see them,
As if they were still alive,
They were put here for a reason,
& I have to figure that out,
I sit her in silence,
& I hear tiny noises,
It’s okay don’t worry,
They just want to tell you stories,
They are friendly & harmful,
Unless you wish evil things,
They will turn against you,
Shh, relax. . . their here to help,
breath in and listen to them yelp. .

For ‘others’ who are Unknown
Written by : Ashley aka Ladie Lynn

Pen and Paper are two things I trust,
because i can write down anything
and it will never be mean and cuss,
it’s the only thing that helps me relief my stress,
So I don’t keep everything
locked up in my chest,

Written by : Ashley aka Ladie Lynn <3

Life always continues on,
we sometimes think it will soon be over,
but life is like the globe
it will just keep spinning all year around,
so much to live for in this amazing world,
so much to do and see,
that you would never believe,
so much great people to meet,
and such limited time to spend,
money comes from education,
or else you’ll live in debt,
education comes from smart decisions,
that got you this far.

A little reminder for myself, to keep me going on. .

Written By : Ashley aka Ladie Lynn