Well, on Sunday September 30th,
a close girl-friend of mine that I grew up with passed away along with her three brothers in an car accident. .
I’ve lost so many close friends/family this year, it’s unbelieveable..
My life is so stressful, no one will ever understand…
Everyones got their problems.. but mineI can almost bet no one has went through what I have …

Well, my week is just been terrible, cause of it…
I can’t believe she is gone… just like that..
We just hung out last weekend, and poof gone…
This is so depressing…

My ”Love” life is crappy too…
The guy I am head over heels for,
Is now in British Columbia . . things are so complicated with him and I, drives me crazy.. I am tired of all this.. and all this feeling of hurt and the feeling of being left behind sucks… it’s like dying and leaving everyone you love behind…

He bought me a ticket to move away with him, and the ticket is good for a year…and I got about six months to think things through..
It’s a very hard decision, and I know if I make the wrong choice, I’ll pretty much be screwed if I ever want to come back.. cause I know for one my parents will not want me back, well my Father wouldn’t. He already mentioned he’d disown me from his name, if I left and never came back home. . .
But come on now, I will soon be old enough to spread my wings and fly away to the land of Freedom… they just haven’t realized that yet..

Ahh…. what else is going to go wrong ??