She hates this place,
She hates where she stays,

She’s forced to be here,
with no one near..
Words are spoken,

for her to be broken,
no caring or love,
just learned to move on,

being strong and tough,
emotions take over,
she has no control,

all she wants in life
doesn’t exist and is unknown,
she lives in fear and saddness,

why is this ?
someone find her in this deep whole,
where she is, mending her soul,

she thinks of death, who she cannot defeat,
why does she think this way ?
when she has alot to see,

her heart is black, hurt from the past,
she wants to be happy with you at last…

Written by : Ashley Lynn P.

Has it every crossed your mind,
That no matter what you do,
Someone out there still loves you,
That even if it is OVER,
They still think of you,
When you don’t want to see them,
You always end up seeing them,
Then,
When you FINALLY get over them,
They come back to haunt you,
And you’re back were you started..

I can’t stand keeping this away from him,
I want to let him know,
But for some reason the words just won’t come out,
Will it matter to him?
Or will he not care?
I really am interested,
But will he be afraid and just walk away?
How can I say it to him?
I can’t keep holding it in. .
He needs to know. .
It isn’t that bad. .
But I don’t know how he will react . . .

I remember the first day,
We laid eyes on eachother,
You made me feel so special,
Like I had an Angel holding me who wouldn’t let go,
Like my heart,
The one you had from the start,
Something you won’t take apart,
You like a spark,
You always seem to lighten up my days,
Everytime you smile,
I know happiness is coming my way,
I always wonder where you are,
But then I come to realize the only place is my heart,
Which will never part,
Since you’ve made your mark,
If I could I’d give you the world,
Cause the feelings for you are so true,
Caress my life with your heart, mind and soul,
Promise me you will never let go,
I;m just letting you know this now,
That no matter what I am yours forever,
Even when God tares us apart,
Its One love,
With One Life,
We’ve been waiting for this for so long,
Understand I wanna be with you baby,
Cause when I look at you,
You drive my mind crazy,
I want you to make me your beloved wife,
Your the sweetest man I can’t believe I got you,
Your strong and someone my kids will look up too,
We can take on the world with our love,
No matter what we can’t give up,
Cause I can say the word ‘Love’ ,
But it’s not enough,
U see,
You and Me can go over the land,
Cause I am the luckiest girl,
When I am holding your hand,
Again,
just letting you know I love you . .

Shh, stay calm and listen,
They will come to you
Just sit down in my room
& close your eyes for a few
The warmth around you is a sign of comfort
A feeling of love not to harm you
I hear them all the time
Just not strong enough to make it out
They watch me day and night
I’m never out of their sight
They talk to me like everything is normal
People just think I’m crazy
But to me they are real
I can sense them and see them,
As if they were still alive,
They were put here for a reason,
& I have to figure that out,
I sit her in silence,
& I hear tiny noises,
It’s okay don’t worry,
They just want to tell you stories,
They are friendly & harmful,
Unless you wish evil things,
They will turn against you,
Shh, relax. . . their here to help,
breath in and listen to them yelp. .

For ‘others’ who are Unknown
Written by : Ashley aka Ladie Lynn

Pen and Paper are two things I trust,
because i can write down anything
and it will never be mean and cuss,
it’s the only thing that helps me relief my stress,
So I don’t keep everything
locked up in my chest,

Written by : Ashley aka Ladie Lynn <3

Life always continues on,
we sometimes think it will soon be over,
but life is like the globe
it will just keep spinning all year around,
so much to live for in this amazing world,
so much to do and see,
that you would never believe,
so much great people to meet,
and such limited time to spend,
money comes from education,
or else you’ll live in debt,
education comes from smart decisions,
that got you this far.

A little reminder for myself, to keep me going on. .

Written By : Ashley aka Ladie Lynn

She was playing pool with her man on a crystal light evening,
She was thinking about her mom & dad
cause she didn’t know what she was doing
It was 12 AM,
and she was getting worried
cause it was late and she had to leave,
it had been a long fun night,
She wasn’t paying attention to the time,
it went by so fast,
and before she knew,
two hours had gone past,
she didn’t even know how time flew by like that,
she didnt even have time to say goodbye,
she was feeling so good,
she looked up into the air,
and said,Jesus, I’m happy with this man,
can’t you see?
theres no where else I’d rather be,
his arms all around me,
Lord, I feel so free,
can’t believe how happy he has made me,Went back to his house that night,
and had way to much to drink,
cuddled up in his arms in his bed,
and made love till we fell asleep,
it was so amazing
I looked up into the air and said,

Jesus, I’m happy with this man,
can’t you see?
theres no where else I’d rather be,
his arms all around me,
Lord, I feel so free,
can’t believe how happy he has made me

Soo happy he has made me . . .

Written by myself : Ashley Lynn Sousa aka Ladie Lynn