Okay:)

so, I had a great may 2-4 weekend. . . can’t remember half the stuff I did with everyone :P. . .

On Friday, Brandon and I ended up going to my bros place ( Jorge & Brandi). . played some 360 (xbox) and partied it up a little bit.. lol.. well a few hours later, everyone else besides Brandon and I wanted to go to the falls, and spend the night. . So they got all ready, and Brandon and I stayed back. took Rocky for a walk and played outside with him. Then we came in, watched a couple movies, drank a little.. and ended up going home around 10ish…

On Saturday, I went with my parents to my Godmothers house in Toronto to visit them, because the had come down to our house 3 weeks ago. . We usually rotate of visits lol.. weird I know…. anywho, we ended up having this huge feast. . . mmm. . all different kinds of Portuguese food, what could go wrong ? lol. . . I was BLOATED when I was all done, it felt like i ate the WHOLE buffet on the table lol.. I sat down for a bit, and passed out listening to my iPod. . It’s really boring there when Isabella isn’t around, she was at her dads and Michelle’s house. . I miss herrr…..
After I woke up from my 2 hour nap, my Godmother wanted me and Ricky to go for a walk two blocks down to pick up some treats and coffee at the Portuguese Bakery Novel.. mmm, I love the smell in that place when they make fresh breads :). . It was a bit chilly outside, and i was wearing hot Pink sandels ( amazing ). . We came back, chilled with the family, with my dad, Uncle and Chris watching Cops & Americas Most Wanted.. Yes! I love both shows! . . Then at midnight, Ricky & I watched Cheaters hehe. . . I was really tired out, and didn’t get home till about 3:30am. . !!

Sunday. . . I was happy cause I got to sleep in without having people to holler at me, or trying to pull me out of bed… I slept till bout 2pm, to Brandon calling me off the hook (still love you okay:) lol ) and got ready, ate brunch, packed my things and I was out the door waiting for Jorge to get me, cause I was going to spend the night and watching Wrestling PPV Judgement Day!!. . By the time we got to Jorge & Brandi’s place, the house was all cleaned up and tidy, from Brandon. Such a good guy.. brandon and I played Call of Duty 4 for PS3 I’m inlove with that game . . . and we played for a few hours, then Jorge played GTA. We all got to watch him and get drunk lol…. Yeah we were all pretty hammered.. (in a safe way) lol.. then they ended up getting laundry and a few groceries.. While Brandon and I stayed home and got things ready and eventually passed out on the couch, while he played PS3. . A few mins before PPV started we ordered pizza and wings, which filled me up quick time… wrestling was three hours long, and after that we played video games, got hammered, and partied hard!!… they all didn’t end up going to bed till about 3am or so… and I stayed up with Brandon for 2 hours, playin ps3 with him, then i passed out for 4 hours. . couldn’t really sleep, so i cuddled up with Brandon and slept on him for another three and a half hours, while he rubbed my back,hair & tummy so I can feel better and sleep good….. (god, I love him). then we all ended up waking up around 12ish pm Monday. lol… It was an amazin night, words can’t even say. . . .

Monday, we slept in till 12ish, woke up, ate breakfast… watched Jorge play video games for a little bit. Cuddled up with Brandon for a few hours, passed out. . . then woke up late that night, partied more… and finally went home to have a nice bath, and relax on my big comfy bed <3

Sorry for the long ass message, but I had to try and fit it all in!
Take care !

Well, on Sunday September 30th,
a close girl-friend of mine that I grew up with passed away along with her three brothers in an car accident. .
I’ve lost so many close friends/family this year, it’s unbelieveable..
My life is so stressful, no one will ever understand…
Everyones got their problems.. but mineI can almost bet no one has went through what I have …

Well, my week is just been terrible, cause of it…
I can’t believe she is gone… just like that..
We just hung out last weekend, and poof gone…
This is so depressing…

My ”Love” life is crappy too…
The guy I am head over heels for,
Is now in British Columbia . . things are so complicated with him and I, drives me crazy.. I am tired of all this.. and all this feeling of hurt and the feeling of being left behind sucks… it’s like dying and leaving everyone you love behind…

He bought me a ticket to move away with him, and the ticket is good for a year…and I got about six months to think things through..
It’s a very hard decision, and I know if I make the wrong choice, I’ll pretty much be screwed if I ever want to come back.. cause I know for one my parents will not want me back, well my Father wouldn’t. He already mentioned he’d disown me from his name, if I left and never came back home. . .
But come on now, I will soon be old enough to spread my wings and fly away to the land of Freedom… they just haven’t realized that yet..

Ahh…. what else is going to go wrong ??

Hey everyone!!
Hope you all are having a good weekend!
Hope all is safe! lol…

My weekend was pretty wicked!
Friday Night, I went up to Brandi’s Mothers house, out in Ancaster. With Jorge and Brechelle. The weather was amazing. and we took a nice dive out in the pool.
I actually got a nce tan lol . . everyone was shocked because we were only in the pool for about 30mins. It was a beautiful day!

Saturday, My cousin Elvis & Lisa had a Family BBQ, so we had my mothers whole side of the family there. I didn’t really want to go. But I ended up anyway, since the weather in Wasaga wasn’t as good. I had a few drinks with my cousins and my father. lol.We didnt end up leaving till about 1:30am. . lol . .
I was kinda tired when I got in. So where did you think I went? Bed. Lol..!!
Then at 11AM. . My brother (Jorge) calls home and invites me to Brandi’s Moms house. I was indeed excited, cause we could go swimming :). . .We had such a great night I could tell you that!! LOL!!
We all took some random pictures, was really priceless. I will definitly pop them up here for all to see. . .Hehe!

W were all hammered. Sitting outside with this bonfire burning, and then all decided to go for a swim. The water was extremly cold, because the temp dropped cause it started to rain outside (which sucked). Then we got out, then I ate my first ‘Smoore!’ mmm they were soo good!! Melted marshmellow with melted cadbury chocolate bar! Tell me that doesn’t seem really good lol. . .Brandi & Jorge decided to drink more, and I just had a shot of Vodka with brechelle. Yes I am a PARtIEr!!. . I love It!!. .
Anywho, we then decided to go SKINNY DIPPING in the pool at about 2:30am lol.. . The water was FREEZING!! . . .I swear my nipples were so hard and so cold! lol. . . We swam till 3am. Then dried off, and sat infront of the Bonfire again. . . and ate some more smoores, trust me they are so good & so addicting!!.. .they are evil!!(as Jorge says) LoL. .
then it started to rain really hard, so packed everything inside, and basically got ready for bed, it is now 3:43AM. Just about getting ready to all pass out. Every one is REALLY hammered out of their FACE!. . They even stutterin their words, and Bre is just staring at Jorges Laptop.. lol. . . we are all in our little worlds lmao!. . .

My tummy is starting to twirl. I think the smoore’s are kicking in!. . Hit the bathroom in a couple hours lol!!. . . Get wait for morning, going to wake up, go for a swim, and then breakfast :). .

Good Night everyone!
I think I am going to hit the sack,
Bre, Me, & Jorge, are the only ones up.
It’s 3:50. I Believe I’m going to go.
I’ll write tomorrow!!

Ciao!!
(kisses)!